Study all evening, slept 2 to 6:50 ish. Leaving in 2 hours to make this final my bitch. Home to start one essay, studying stats, sleep (?), maybe smile a little bit to remind myself why I’m even alive, beg for forgiveness, give everything up, sell myself into human trafficking, become addicted to heroin, lose limbs due to heroin being too expensive so I decided to get my fix from Krokodil, end up on national geographic, ???, PROFIT!!!

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